PrettyThin

PrettyThin (prettythin.com) Is a site who excepts you no matter who you are. IT'S NOT A DEIT SITE! PrettyThin is a community of people who have eating disorders or have recovered and we become close friends and we help eachother out. We make sure we don't purge and help eahc other eat more. This place has kept me from so many things that would have hurt me. This is PrettyThin :D.

One of those days...

I'm having one of those days where if I don't keep myself busy I eat. I need to be careful with that though. If I don't stay on my computer or iPod I'll binge which wil only lead to purging. If I eat I'll purge. I have this huge Mexican hoody I wear when I'm feeling like this. My Mom knows about that, it's warm though, which is good because my grandparents house is cold.

I got off my computer for like an hour and I made cookies. I made a small amount and I'm not going to eat one if I can control myself and I'm just going to put em in the cookie jar once they cool off.

Telling My Mom

Yesturday I had planned to tell my Mom that have not only one, but two eating disorders.
I was worried about how she'd react and my boyfriend told me she wouldn't over react and she would understand and support me. I thought she would get really mad for lying to her. I went about it a little diffrent then most people do. I wrote down all the symptoms and signs of Anorexia and Bulimia and I told her how hard its been for me and told her to please please please not talk until I was done. I educated her about eating disorders and how uncontrollable they are.

She reacted well and she asked questions about things. Now she's going to tell my therapist and we're going to work through it.

My First Post

This is my first post and I just wanted to tell ya'll about myself in case you didn't read the "About Me". This is exactly what is in the About Me:

My name is Mandy, I'm in high school, I have an amazing boyfriend who makes me feel specail. Why am I like how I am? Since I was in 5th grade I was called fat and ugly, a freak, worthless. I was told I should just die. I was annoying, stupid, I don't and didn't have a purpose. That would cause anyone to fall like I have. Tis will be a blog about my daily struggle with life, my struggle with anorexia, bulimia, depression, possibly being bipolar, and craving of self harm which I am trying hard to relapse with.