I have this awful cold, and I feel like I'm dying! I'm not though. I try to eat 900 calories when I'm sick, and I hate it. I also try not to purge when I'm sick, which just makes me hate myself when I do purge. I purged today though, and the past few days that i've been sick. This is my week with deit pills and purging and exercise (which is walking around at school or jumping jacks):
*= purged
<3= workout
0= deit pill
Monday- 0 0 <3
Tuesday- <3
Wednesday- <3 0 0
Thursday- 0 <3 *
Friday- 0 * (sick)
Saturday- * <3 0
Sunday- (so far) *
I'm so mad at myself right now, I purged more when I was sick than when I wasn't. What the hell is wrong with me? I was doing a good job with calories too until I got sick. I'm fasting the day after I get better.
Hey honey. Just want you to know you're not alone here either, just like on Pretty Thin. You will build a support network here too. I'm here, I won't judge you. I've just been diagnosed as EDNOS as I have bulimic and anorexic tendencies but I don't quite slot nicely into their boxes.
ReplyDeleteAlways reading,
AK xoxo
thank you for the support :) I'm always here to support if you need any too
Deleteluvs and hugs- MANDY